Bad Times

I'm feeling pretty miserable at the moment and don't feel that I should really put it into words right now. I'm trying to stay positive but it's impossible to be positive all the time. Apologies if I'm late in replying to any emails, I'll get back to you on my better days xxx

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  1. oshaughnessys dream12 February 2012 at 10:38

    There are heros and there are warriors Nat. In my opinion you are both. You are a "hero" to so many of us suffering with these diseases that make us a slave to pain and chained to our beds for days. But you Minx, you post blogs and websites with a wealth of information of what to do and where to get help and how to cope. And you know that just being there for so many who are so frightened of the unknown and are looking for answers no matter how big or small is a big thing when your alone and afraid. You have the ability to turn that fear into positive thoughts and research and above all "knowledge" Knowledge is power and without it we are lost.
    You are a "warrior" because you fight these diseases with the courage of a soldier going into battle with only the positive power of your mind. You continue to amaze me with your strength and courage and the ability to take on the most horrible of pain while holding out that ever helping hand to someone else. Your unselfishness makes you the most beautiful person I know. Rest your body and mind now and let us hold you up for awhile Lovie. My heart is heavy for you. XXX Hugs, O

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  2. Minx12 February 2012 at 13:12

    Ok...now I'm crying x you have such a beautiful way with words. Thank you for making me feel worth something right now xxxxxxx

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