Life As We Know It


You sit and you wait
the clock is ticking
What's the deal…the doctor is late!

You think to yourself
its not so bad
in fact he really thinks I'm mad!

You sit and you wait
now feeling too ill
when he makes the suggestion
lets try one more pill.

You nod your head 
and go with the flow
after all
he's the one in the know.

You sit and you wait
getting thinner and thinner
come on doc
I just want some dinner.

Your life soon revolves 
around constant drip rates
and you just can't remember the last time you ate.

Time is a healer
but you're not so sure
after all they say
there is no cure.

So you learn to live
with the hand you are dealt
and hide from the world
the way that blow felt.


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